Quote from Phoebe:
I find it quite upsetting that both of them have turned against me. I
wish I had walked away from this awful organization decades go
Reply from LisaRose:
Some people make better cult members than others, please don't take it
personally, it's not a measure of their feelings for you, but of their
fear, fear of displeasing God or fear of what others will say, or the
elders.
Chances are they, in their hearts, are as torn up about this as you are but are prevented from acting lovingly because of their intense fears. They know not what they do. When it was your turn during the prior circumstance you responded lovingly to their distress because you are stronger than they.
Though it is painful, I know that you understand fully and do not hold it against them. In time they may yet see the error of their conditioned reflex and gain the strength you had. I'm sure they haven't forgotten.
Congratulations by the way on your determined efforts to break free! The path to freedom is not an easy one but you'll have help all along the way. Whatever feelings you may have of resentment or anger or disappointment will dissipate as you grow strong in your True Faith. Pity those who are stuck in The Cult and have seemingly lost their minds... Until they awaken they are slaves to the Undue Influence.